Waiting for a Bus...

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

You know, love is just like someone waiting for a bus.
When the bus comes, you look at it and you say to yourself "eeee...so full...cannot sit down. I'll wait for the next one." So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.
Then the second bus came, you looked at it you say, "eeee...this bus is so old...so shabby!" So you let the bus go and again, decided to wait for the next bus.
After a while another bus came, it's not crowded, not old but you said, "eeee...not air - conditioned... better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jumped immediately inside the next bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an air - conditioned bus comes, you can't ensure that it won't break down or whether or not the air-conditioner will be too cold for you.

So people... wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance right? If you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you, just get off the bus! It's as simple as that! Life really isn't fair. The only best thing to do is to be observant and open while you scrutinize the bus. If it doesn't suit you, get off. But you must always have an extra something, which you could use for the next bus that will arrive. But wait...I'm sure you have this experience before. You saw a bus coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn't meant for you!
The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and appreciating the bus by giving it a chance depends totally on you. If you haven't made any choice, walk! Walking is like being out of love. The good side of it is you can still choose any bus you want... the rest who couldn't afford another ride would just have to be content with the bus they rode on, ugly or not. One more thing... sometimes it's better to choose a bus you are already familiar with rather than gamble with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then again, life wouldn't be complete without the risks involved.
There's one bus that I forgot to tell you about - the bus that you don't have to wait for. It will just stop on its own and will ask you to come inside and take a free ride for the rest of your life.
You never lose by loving...you always lose by holding back...

Labels: love

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My Love will never ask anything

Friday, March 23, 2007

My Love will never ask anything

love sometimes made me looks like a fool
forgive me for being fool
but falling in love had pushed me to be brave and consistent..
be brave in facing the worst thing will happen
be consistent in keeping the shape of my heart
will every lover feel the same I do feel right now?
I love not only a half of who she is..
I love her in and out..
I really want to spend my life in taking care of her
I don't give a damn even she doesn't feel the same
I just care about her happines
I wanna make her has a happy life everafter..
even her happines is not with me
I will never ask to be loved
I will never ask her to care about me
but I also will never ask to be hate
I will only ask.."was it wrong to be in love?"
if the answer is "it is wrong to be in love..
then there won't be a love song
then why god creates such this feelin'
then why there's cupid in greek myth
My angel,..would you don't worry about me leaving you
coz' I will never leave you at once..
even I can't be beside you,..but I will be there for you
I'll be walking after you,..
when you found someone that you really love..
I'll be there to fight for your love..
to make your wish come true
I am not an angel,..but I could be one
if you ask me to..
don't think of me,..
I won't be hurt if you are so happy
what may come..I will always be the same
to love you with all the love I have inside
to give you everything I have in life
don't think of me,..
I am a happy man to love you

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the Wise Old Man

Friday, March 02, 2007

May the wisdom inspires us to ‘age’ gracefully and hopefully - writing of Musique-L’Amour rêve (André Gagnon), translated by Penny Harvey

A man of 92 years, short, very well-presented, who takes great care in his appearance, is moving into an old people’s home today.

His wife of 70 has recently died, and he is obliged to leave his home.

After waiting several hours in the retirement home lobby, he gently smiles as he is told that his room is ready.

As he slowly walks to the elevator, using his cane, I describe his small room to him, including the sheet hung at the window which serves as a curtain.

-"I like it very much", he says, with the enthusiasm of an 8 year old boy who has just been given a new puppy.

-"M. Gagné, you haven’t even seen the room yet, hang on a moment, we are almost there."

"That has nothing to do with it", he replies.

"Happiness is something I choose in advance. Whether or not I like the room does not depend on the furniture, or the decor – rather it depends on how I decide to see it."

"It is already decided in my mind that I like my room. It is a decision I take every morning when I wake up."

"I can choose. I can spend my day in bed enumerating all the difficulties that I have with the parts of my body that no longer work very well, or I can get up and give thanks to heaven for those parts that are still in working order."

"Every day is a gift, and as long as I can open my eyes, I will focus on the new day, and all the happy memories that I have built up during my life."

"Old age is like a bank account. You withdraw in later life what you have deposited along the way."

So, my advice to you is to deposit all the happiness you can in your bank account of memories.

Thank you for your part in filling my account with happy memories, which I am still continuing to fill…

Remember these simple guidelines for happiness.

1. Free your heart from hate.

2. Free your mind from worry.

3. Live simply.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less.

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listening to..

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

now i'm listening to

TITLE: I Know Him So Well

ARTIST: Tim Rice, Benny Andersson and Bjorn Ulvaeus
Lyrics and Chords


[Chess]

Florence:
Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments, who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well

Florence: Wasn't it good
   Svetlana: Oh so good
F: Wasn't he fine
   S: Oh so fine
F: Isn't it madness
Both: He can't be mine
F: But in the end he needs a little bit more than me, more security
S: He needs his fantasy and freedom
Both: I know him so well

Svetlana:
No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide
Looking back I could have played it differently
   F: Looking back I could have played things some other way
Learned about the man before I fell
   F: I was just a little careless maybe
But I was ever so much younger then
   F: Now at least I know him well
Now at least I know I know him well
   F: I know I know him well

S: Wasn't it good
   F: Oh so good
S: Wasn't he fine
   F: Oh so fine
S: Isn't it madness
Both: He won't be mine
Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart

S: Wasn't it good, wasn't he fine
F: Isn't it madness
Both: He won't be mine
F: But in the end he needs a little bit more than me, more security
S: He needs his fantasy and freedom
F: I know him so well
S: It took time to understand him
Both: I know him so well

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Friday, February 02, 2007

Datang Dan Pergi Mu

Tanpa permisi ....
kau masuki khayalanku
menghias alam dunia dibawah sadarku
berlari mendekat dipelupuk mataku
dan tanpa kau sadari ...
namamu sudah terukir dihatiku

Dan kini ....
saat ku tau kau pergi
hatiku perih

Kau pergi membawa cintaku
kau pergi membawa jiwaku
kau pergi membawa rasa dan rinduku

Tak ingin ku buka mata ini
yang jika ku memandang
tak ada kau disampingku

Aku yang lemah ...
tak tau harus bagaimana ????
salahkah aku mengharap kedatangan
cintamu .....???

*SaMuRaI_X

Author: v1ruz » Comments:

Merpati Khayal Dan Kura - Kura Mimpiku

Dalam harap yang tak bertepi
kulayangkan pesan lewat merpati khayalku
'tuk membawa kembali kepingan hati
yang dapat mengisi
potongan puzzle mimpi yang selalu kuteriakkan

di malam tak bertelinga
di teriakan tak bersuara
rindu di hati

Dalam dingin malam berangin
kulayarkan ingin tuk bertemu
lewat kura-kura danau
yang berenang meriakkan air
dalam kabut sungai mimpi

Dipandangi pepohonan dengan ketiadaan matanya, dan
dielus angin dengan ketiadaan tangannya.

*Mr $angkot

Author: v1ruz » Comments:

Love Is Blind

Aku mungkin tak mampu memberi semua yang kau pinta
Aku mungkin tak mampu membuat dunia selalu indah buatmu
Aku mungkin tak mampu mengajak bulan tersenyum padamu
tapi ku minta...percaya padaku...

Aku mampu menunggu bila memang takdirku
Aku mampu mencintaimu sepanjang waktu
Aku mampu membahagiakanmu sepanjang hari jika memang surga menetapkan jalan itu
Aku mampu mempercayaimu seorang diri meski seisi dunia menganggapmu pembohong
Aku mampu berada di dekatmu walau seisi dunia beranjak pergi meninggalkanmu
Aku mampu tetap tersenyum padamu walaupun seisi dunia memandang sinis terhadapmu
Aku mampu membelamu meski seisi dunia bersikeras bahwa kau yang bersalah
Percaya padaku...

Aku mampu melakukan semua itu...
walau seisi dunia mengatakan aku bodoh, tolol, naif dan buta...

if love is blind

*Mr $angkot

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

starting this year...

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Am I in Love?

Am I in Love?

Why do I keep thinking of you?
Even though I know
That you keep thinking for someone else,
Why do I care for you?
Even though I know
That you haven't care for me.

I don't even know
What this is am feeling
I don't even know
What's the real meaning of this?
The only thing I know,
Am happy when I am with you.

I think I'm fallen to someone
Who don't deserve to be loved?
I'm fallen to someone
Who don't have a scheme to catch me when I fall?
Knowing you makes me live
In this messy life
But having you
Will make my world go round.

Labels: poet

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